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August 21st, 2005

02:09 pm Wow! Last night was something else. I don't think I've ever had a night to be pretty much perfect. Okay so John calls me and says that he had to get out of his dorm room and wanted me to come with him, which was fine with me because I can't recall the last time we had a date and it was just the two of us. Once I'm done getting ready, he meets me at my dorm, and OH MY GOD he was looking GOOD!!!! So we go out to Carrabbas for dinner and we just had a ball there. I think there were some people at the restaurant that were wondering what is up with us, but oh well. Anyways, we went to the mall, to walk around before we went to catch a movie later on. Even though I wasn't planning on spending any money, I decided to buy a new pair of jeans since I couldn't find any dress pants in my size at New York and Company (that pissed me off). So John and I are getting ready to leave American Eagle and one of the sales associates came up to him and asked him what happened to his arm, and joking he says that a shark bit him. But the poor girl believed him!! I'm just glad I didn't laugh in the girl's face cause she was sooo gullible. So we're on our way to the movie theater and I had a message on my phone from one of my guy friends telling me about a party going on at his apartment and by the tone of his voice in the message, it seemed as if he was wanting me to come by myself, but John and I got a pretty good laugh out of it. We get to the theater about half an hour before the movie started so we just sat out in his car and goofed off. After the movie, we went to Wal-Mart to pick up a few things, and we ran to Steak-n-Shake for a dessert then it was back to his room for some good, good loving (I really needed it too). Well I guess I better wrap this entry up and do some work before a meeting I have later on tonight. Until next time. Shandra Current Mood: chipper but hot in this heat Current Music: Better Together~ Jack Johnson

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August 19th, 2005

12:29 am - This one's just for you Tiffany!!! SweetT8806: evidently you haven't forgiven me for the other night when i apologized....but you act like you've never said anything mean to me even if u did mean it as a joke...but u weren't hurt like i was hurt at prom, so that wasnt a good comparrison Auto response from DaddysGal8604: hanging out w/ the greatest guy i know!! SweetT8806 returned at 10:12:45 PM. SweetT8806: comparison* SweetT8806 is away at 10:13:06 PM. SweetT8806 returned at 10:15:32 PM. SweetT8806: well im glad it all worked out..seriously WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THAT!!!! I may have not been hurt by a guy I like, but when I'm not included in shit that goes on over at dad's, do you think I don't care!! You may have been hurt by a guy you like, but I've been hurt by a man that helped to put me on this planet. So DON'T YOU EVEN DARE SAY that I was not hurt, because relationships like that come and go, but the bond between parent and child lasts (or should last)a hell of a lot longer!!! Current Mood: irate

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August 14th, 2005

11:22 pm OH MY GOSH!! I'VE NEVER BEEN SO PISSED AT MY SISTER! We were talking about me and John and she made a comment saying that all of my friends that like Carolina would probably be happy if we weren't together, and at first I didn't know what the hell she was talking about so I asked her if she meant me and John and she said yeah. I'm thinking what the hell. You've got some balls to say that when 1. You don't have a boyfriend and 2. We haven't broken up yet. Then I said that if I was to say something about her prom fiasco, she'd be pissed off, and then she starts going into some melodramatic shit saying that she did deserve this because of something she did and when I ask her what it is she like no nevermind. She may be family, but sometimes I just want to be like "Please shut up and stop feeling sorry for yourself! If you want to know why you can't get a boyfriend, it's because you're so SELF-LOATHING! All of this damn stress is going to end up killing me. I guess I better get off of here, classes start tomorrow and my first class is @ 9 (BLAH)! Until next time. Shandra Current Mood: mad as hell! Current Music: Ramones live (they always make me feel somewhat better)

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August 13th, 2005

07:32 pm Finally, I'm back at school. Thank god, or else I was going to lose my mind. But since I've been here, things between me and John don't seem to be going all that well (in my opinion at least). I mean, I don't hear from him for three and a half weeks, then once I get to school, here he is calling me all the time asking me what I'm doing? WTF! Then today I was with a couple of friends getting something to eat and I happened to see him and when I waved to him, he looked PISSED!! I don't know. Maybe I do need a break from this relationship and just get ready to start the new school year. I'm gonna go, cause I'm about to fry in this room (get this, no A/C!!!). Until next time. Shandra Current Mood: blah Current Music: Some old school Janet Jackson

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July 27th, 2005

11:40 pm - Just in a bitchy mood REASONS WHY I'M IN SUCH A BITCHY MOOD 1. HAVEN'T HEARD FROM MY BOYFRIEND IN OVER A WEEK, WHEN HE CLEARLY SAID HE'D CALL ME 2. FOUND OUT MY DAD LIED TO ME ABOUT SOMETHING SO SMALL 3. DRAMA AT WORK 4. STRESSED OUT ABOUT SUMMER SCHOOL 5. I'M NOT GOING TO HAVE ANY SORT OF REAL VACATION TIME BEFORE I GO BACK TO SCHOOL 6. MY COMPUTER IS BEING A COMPLETE BITCH! 7. I WANT TO GET LAID!!! 8. MY FAVORITE VIBRATOR BROKE!!!!! MAN I NEED TO GET UP OUT OF HICKORY!!! Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: What a Waster~The Libertines

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July 21st, 2005

10:50 pm 21 MORE DAYS TIL I GO BACK TO GREENSBORO!!!!!! YESSSSSSSS!!!! Current Mood: okay Current Music: MY NEW RAMONES CD!!!!!!!!!!!

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July 20th, 2005

10:00 am I'M NOT PREGNANT!!! Enough said! Current Mood: ecstatic that I'm not pregnant

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July 19th, 2005

11:57 am Right now at this moment, I'm kinda speechless and nervous. Well John came to Hickory yesterday and we had a great time with each other, so he decided to spend the night at a hotel. No big deal. Well I went over to see him this morning, and eventually things start to heat up, so of course we decide to have a quick little sex session. The sex was amazing, but he happened to pull out and I hear him say "OH SHIT!" I situate myself to see that the condom BROKE!!!!! What the HELL!!! He said he didn't ejaculate, but the thought that the damn thing broke is freaking me out, but Aunt Flo (ladies you know what I'm talking about) should be visiting soon, so all I can do is just wait and hope I'm not knocked up. Why does shit like this have to happen the day before my birthday?!?! This sucks!!! Oh well....I've got to do some reading before my class today so until next time. Shandra Current Mood: hoping i'm not pregnant!!

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July 13th, 2005

11:14 pm Nothing of importance, but for me it means a lot!! BACK TO GREENSBORO COUNTDOWN~ 30 MORE DAYS!!!!! Current Mood: chipper

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July 4th, 2005

01:02 am What a day! I don't know if I can take much more of Hickory. I'm sick and tired of school and work and drama at home. Oh man, it's getting to me. My mom's boyfriend was being an ass today, and I was so tempted to just give him a good ol' one finger salute right in front of my mom's face. And my mom's getting on my nerves, because she's so freaking worried that I'm going to become a slut or something later on in life and have 19 kids running around or something like that. And I'm thinking that isn't going to happen because there is this REMARKABLE thing out there called an ABORTION!!! And I would clearly have it done, if for some God awful reason I did get knocked up, but hey I practice safe sex, so she can definitely drop the whole grandkid crap w/ me cause I don't plan on reproducing!!!!! Damn, it seems as if I've been in a cranky mood for the past week or so......maybe I need to get laid!!! That always makes me feel better! :D Oh well. I guess I better go off to bed, cause I have to work on the fucking 4th @ Chick-fil-A.....damn NAZIS!!!!! Until next time! Shandra P.S. 16 days til my birthday and 39 more days til I head back to Greensboro!!! I can hardly wait Current Mood: cranky

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